JenniferCS

I was trapped because I was obese, but didn't feel or act like it. I was a pretty healthy active "fat person". However, depression was evident...so here I am post surgery....still confused....still emotional....still don't know if it was the right way for me to do this.....but it is done. Not even one week out, I am down 20 lbs. My muscle is helping me tremendously....I try to be as active during the day as possible. I am exhausted at night, but that is ok.

I just miss "living"- food was very social for me..as a cook, my family eats together every night...now I don't enjoy that..... but I know it is all short term.