Im just soo frustrated !!!! I thought i had the credit cards to pay for it all come to realize i dont !!! I asked my father for his and he tells me i dont need it that just eating less wiill do it !!!! I was so optimistic about the surgery and my dad tells me im putting my life at risk!!! I have a 2 year old and it just gets me thinking !! Idk wht to do !!!! So my boyfriend and i will start insanity and their nutrition from here to december my father agreed to let me borrow the card if i try hard !!!! Believe me if i didnt have to do this i wouldnt but what choice do i have ???? I cried all day and im really frustrated !!!!