fyre_storm

What a journey have I had. I was in the waiting room for my surgery. So while I was there I was having the poohs from the milk of magnesia. So as I was lying in bed I was squirming and thinking I was having a panic attack and started crying and telling my partner and his mom that I changed my mind that I didn't want it ! So I was like take me out I don't want this anymore! And then I was like let me to to the bathroom!!! So I end up going to the bathroom and I calmed down immensely. So then my parents come in and talked to me. So I ended up laying back down and bam I got the surgery. So the next two days were hell! Being awaken like fifteen times during the night and what not. I could not pass gas for the life of me! And it was painful! So finally I tooted twice today and was sent home. Went I got home my partner helped me undress for a shower and bam there's a huge bruise on my calf. So I called the hospital and they ask if I feel like crap and short of breath I say no I feel awesome. So it might of happened during the surgery?? So now I'm at home drinking water every 15 mins plus walking for a min. It's tiring.

Well I may or may not be having the surgery again..... Because I met the new surgeon a week and a half ago and I found out she makes people loose 35 lbs become surgery. So I did my thing and lost 28 lbs so now I think I'm screwed. So I'm waiting on the call to see if she'll do it or not. I can't handle much more of this.

I'm a Halloween sleever too!!! Spooktacular!!!

Kick their butts! Tell them you don't take things lightly and you won't hesitate to cut a bi$&@

I went in thinking the lap band was what I wanted. And after talking with the surgeon I decided on the sleeve! By 10 am tomorrow I will be a sleeved man!

So they ended up calling me to drive down and get weighed to see what the surgeon said. So after a while they finally gave the ok for surgery!

So as I sit on my bed I'm wondering after the surgery and the weight loss happens what I should say to my feet. Cause in pretty sure their pissed at me, I mean should I say hey feet haven't seen you in a while. They'll be like wtf where've you been?! And then they'll bring up all the pain they've been through caring my ass around. And I really don't wanna have that conversation.

It's funny when some one asks what I'm doing for Halloween. I reply oh just getting my stomach ripped out. And they laugh like its a joke lol...... Oct 31 is my surgery. Can't come any sooner!

Thank you so much!

I feel ready. I've done enough worrying.

I am offended by the logo! I feel it generalizes us big people who like to dance! And I'm also offended by being told to clean windows. . .

I'm so tired of the paparazzi taking pictures of me! I mean aren't all of you? It's like I go out and bam paparazzi. Why can't us rich famous...... Wait..... What? Wrong forum? Oh sorry.....

I sure have with flying colors. At least that's what the leprechaun said!

Your in my prayers!

Dang mines on the 31. Can't we just say I won??

Pretty judgmental don't you think? Or a little higher then thou, or uh bitter. Lol

Lucky! Mines next week on Halloween!

My cup size is a nice c!

The worse complement I get is you have a handsome face.... Lol what about the rest of me?!