I guess my point is , we all chose to have this done for a reason that was important to us and when we start to get anxious we just have to remember what those reasons are
My surgery is scheduled for 10/5 and I totally get what your saying !! I am the same way but I keep telling myself .. Yes the surgery can be risky but being 31 with type 2 diabetes is too .. I just keep telling my self that the beniefit outweighs the risk ..