I can only offer encouragement and prayers as you continue this journey you started. Hoping you can continue to hold together and manage all that is coming to you now. Hoping that this season will pass quickly for you and you will have better days soon.
You have been so inspirational and uplifting to everyone on the forums...please take back some of your knowledge for yourself and know that this SHALL pass, and you SHALL be fine. Hang in there!
So sorry that you are struggling. Your common sense, wisdom and compassion mean so much to me. Just know that I'm thinking of you and wishing you well.