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LOLOLOLOL Too much!!!!!!!

Can't be.The man is well a biscuit....Would have loved that chance maybe to have dumped him too..Tell your friend I am totally in awe of her. She got to at least touch him.... A school girls crush...Had it since I saw his first movie..Maybe it is the hair or the accent...Or maybe it is just him....Oh well..Nothing has happened that I always wanted anyway... I would probably just stare at him anyway...and not find my voice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol

I had no idea I was even this far into it..lol I have been told for years that I was always Pre.... My daughter says she hopes she takes after me....unless i am just naturally weepy and moody and hot...yikes....

Now, now cut them some slack..first of all they are above everything else..MEN.....Second your their sister and they are different then we are....you are just you no matter what, they will always love you.... Not to mention we are always hardest on the people who love us because we expect more from them.... Doesn't work much for me..Hows it working for you kid!!!!!!

A new toy eh.....my my you do have an interesting way of describing things.....lol

Gorgeous...And you always had legs hun....You just didn't see them a lot....lol

Maybe your brothers are like my son...He never ever commented on my size..He commented on everything else that was wrong with me in his eyes but he never stooped that low..... Maybe they see you as their sister and whatever you look like is fine with them.....

True, true but maybe just maybe this time it won't happen to me..eh eh what do you think McButterpants...... I'm always, ALWAYS rooting for you!!!!! I want good things to happen...like Ryan Gosling seeing you on the street and saying, "I've worshipped you from afar for a long time and I just had to introduce myself." OR you invent a chocolate cake with butter cream frosting that has no calories and you become a gazillionaire when you sell your secret OK - let's be honest...I want those things to happen to me! Ryan Gosling..you can have him..Now I'd fight you to the ground just to meet Gerard Butler...yummy boy!!!!!

True, true but maybe just maybe this time it won't happen to me..eh eh what do you think McButterpants......

I guess I can't..Just asked my hubby if it would be okay and he said if I did that I would never have to worry about losing another pound.. Hmmmmmm....wonder what he meant by that!!!

hmmmmmmmmmmmm should I?

Careful, you don't switch gears and see yourself smaller then you should be....There is a possibility of us becoming obsessed the other way... Talk to your care giver or your nut and see what they think.....They may say you could lose another 10 lbs. Or maybe they will want you to try to maintain..... By the way...........congratulations on your amazing success!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WTG

No, no, no..that's not possible! I just can't believe that this could happen twice...Nope, going to pretend you didn't say that!!1

Thanks Arts..I feel sooooooooo much better now!!!!!!!

What goes in must come out..So if you are not getting enough liquid in then you will trickle instead of a stream......Up the Water intake and see what happens... When you drink as much water as we are supposed to your body stars to use it and then you don't pee as often...that is a good thing...but in your case it is not so...Up the intake and get some G2..K

If there is pain or burning with that trickle..Get it looked at! Second get some G2 Gatorade and drink that every day..I mix it 1/2 and 1/2 with Water... It works and after over a year out I still drink it every day..just to be sure!!!!!!!!

I have been on a writers forum where I shared a couple of stories plus a poem...But I keep my work very close to the chest because it is a lot of work to write and have the courage not to mention ideas for 90,000 words in an average book....

once your scars are healed over start putting caster oil on them..that reduces the redness, and softens the scar even on the inside as it penetrates the skin.... I had 12 large holes in my belly from the tubes that they used to drain the septic material.....there is only 1 that is kinda weird...And it was the deepest one....... Remember skin stretches so they really don't need to make huge incisions...Most find that the one highest on your left side is the biggest because that is where they pull the stomach out.... Just don't get upset just yet...k

I haven't written a word on any of my works in progress since I had this surgery plus the difficulties.....I write on here and that is it....Can't stand watching TV or even reading is limited..... I keep hoping I bounce back ASAP...The stories will not write themselves you know!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not even going to go there.............it has been a total HELL since surgery........Will anything ever get better and or fixed!!!!!!!

I tried to keep it quiet myself..Wanted only a limited no. to know..but when everything went wrong...I told people that I had scars removed from my stomach due to ulcers..and then one of the stitches let go, so I became septic.....everyone swallowed it even the medical field..... That is part of the problem...very few know that I did this to myself on purpose...I made this choice..I was tired of all the crap that was happening to me.... I needed the help....no one ever gave me any solutions to any of the problems I had.... Personally I think that as long as it was me who was fatter then them..they were happy...Sorry, women can be real B****hes sometimes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hit onederland today..Actually maybe I was there before but I actually weighed my self so it is official....182 lbs. down and gone......yup I can't believe it either!!!!! 28 to go to get to my goal......come on RJ you can do it....rah, rah, rah!!!!!!

It's the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think I'm in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Careful McButterpants.....

Well, that just made me cry............ I well know who this lady is and what she feels and what she probably has gone through to get to this point of WLS... I think I would have gotten up and sat down beside her and said hello!!!!!! Something similar happened to me when I went for my first follow up...There was a lady...She had to have been 400+. she was however dressed to the 9's and was beautiful... I looked up at her and our eyes caught and I smiled at her...she looked at me and did not respond....I thought to myself, hun...You need what I have just done! I then sat in the waiting room to see my team and she came in with her adoring hubby...They sat away from everyone and as I chatted up a storm with 2 others that had the surgery...I spoke loud enough for her to hear...I said at one point that I admire the strength of anyone who will take their health into their own hands and seek help.... I looked over at her and she smiled wide at me and I smiled back...To this day I wonder how she did.....I hoped all the best for that amazing woman!!!!!!!!So I know where you are coming from.... Not so long ago I too was that woman who never made eye contact and sat in the back of the room.........