BigFatLoser

I can't feel my face.

I hate you.

This is so rude. How dare you.

I'll recap! **** happened, and now we're about to have a Vicodin /Percocet trampoline party. The end!

This is true.

My carb craving is slowly dwindling. Thank GOD. my first breakdown after surgery was day 6 and I freaked out about never ever again gettin to eat a giant bowl of spaghetti. It still makes me frown, but I'm getting over it. I freakin love carbs.

fair enough. to lighten my own mood:

I will when I find my face!!!!

Im gonna be a sad panda if my sleeve hates steak.

George foreman grill?

In America, that stupid cool story bro crap is a new teenage thing. It pretty much means " yeah stfu".

At least 60 grams... As a matter of fact I'm drinking a shake right now to get my protein because I've wasted so much time with you B's
(Meant in the nice way) I missed dinner!

She just took her Percocet.. Give her a break!

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Out of all the meats - steak agrees with me the most. I was eating it 6 weeks out. I think its the lapband where people struggle with it.

In America, that stupid cool story bro crap is a new teenage thing. It pretty much means " yeah stfu".

Just stop being such a B word!!!!!

Ok so I think I figured out why us heavier peeps are having such a hard time. And it's been said in ways already.
And I could be wrong, but I almost feel like the OP is using it as a form of anorexia. She wants it so she can't eat as much so she won't gain weight in the future. While most of us have cried out to God because of the pain we felt just walking down the damn street. I don't condone anorexia and I don't condone having this surgery for a problem that doesn't yet exist. I DO understand wanting to prevent problems before they arise.... But for some reason it just rubs me the wrong way.
The chick in the bikini pic who had all those plastic surgeries really pisses me off. She had this surgery to be super skinny. I don't want to be super skinny. I want to not hurt. And I want to not die earlier than I should.
OP: do what makes you happy. I really LOVE NZ. I hear nothing but great things about it. If you felt backed into a corner and needed to strike back, that's unfortunate. Do you belong here? I'd hate to say no. But I'm not sure. If you did have he surgery and needed help, I'd help you. If you were a little nicer and promised to not insult people anymore.

I just took some liquid Percocet. I will start loving everyone soon and it will be easier.

You did a great thing by coming here and being accountable. Hug.
This is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I had some wheats kesnthe other day. And a cookie. Had to sleep off the nausea. I took a breath and gathered myself and I'm back on track. I'm only a little over 2 weeks out, so im right there with ya.
Don't do it again. It's dangerous and it's self destructive and you deserve so much better than that. You can do it.

I'm sorry but if at 30 bmi you feel that you are too fat for the world, or however you put it, you clearly are in need of some professional help and should get it before you get the surgery. Just my opinion.

This is so rude. How dare you.

I agree with prior posts questioning why you would have this surgery at 30 BMI. Seems quite extreme.
But, to each their own.
There are people here who have struggled with major weight issues for their whole life, and have lots of medical complications as a result, and are seeking surgery to improve their health and extend their life. In my opinion (which, I realize you didn't ask for it, but oh well), this is strictly about vanity. I just don't understand why you'd do this to yourself considering your current weight.
I know this won't deter you, but this is an open forum, and that's my two cents. Luck for you, they'll take anyone's money in Mexico...