Im done mooing.

For him the no sex before marriage is a religious thing. I personally believe in "try it before you buy it". At the same time, I know what I like and how to get there. If I have to teach him that, well, at least I know in the end I will get exactly what I want lol. It just may take a little bit to get him there.

I turn to youtube for everything else. I don't know why I never thought to turn to them for work out video's! I am having a duh moment right now lol.

My dr and nut both told me yesterday that they will not perform the sleeve on anyone with diabetes because the sleeve does not cure diabetes the way roux en y does. I am wondering if any of you who have had your surgery already are still having problems with diabetes or did the diabetes go away? Any of you who have not yet had your surgery, what have you been told by your dr's about the sleeve and your diabetes?

I have a cousin who is just as heavy as I am. We are both over 400 pounds. I have only been able to carry one pregnancy close enough to term for the baby to survive. I am a good mom, own my own home, support my son without the help of dss, except for health insurance because my employer did not offer insurance. I have tried and tried to have more children. I have been pregnant 8 times. They all die. My doctor tells me every time that it's because I am overweight. Today I had to watch as my just as fat as me cousin gave birth to baby number 8. Her and her husband are homeless more often than not, sleeping in her mothers spare bedroom. They don't work. Their kids are always disgusting and injured. Right now her 2 year old has a broken arm. How come I am too fat to bring another child into my clean, loving home, but she can have 8 kids that she doesn't take care of after they aren't "cute" anymore? GRRRRRR Sorry, I just needed to get that out somewhere.

Having been 350 pounds when I graduated from high school, I can tell you it really friggen sucks having to try and squeeze into those rotten desks and EVERYONE notices that you don't fit.