Hey Holly, nice to meet you. I am glad there is someone else out there like me. I guess sometimes I feel bad because I know there are so many that have struggled with weight their whole lives. I know everyone has a story about why they are doing this, but mine seems to make me feel mostly lazy. It's like all the training I have put my body through during my younger years I forgot all about. I busted my knee up, but was not crippled. I could have done so many things; I just never thought I would gain weight like I did. And now that I am here, I am going to lose it! I have never wanted to be a rail. I am 5'9 and would look like Olive Oil. I just want to be healthy again and wear shorts without feeling like I would scare small children!