This whole thing has been the worst process that I have ever gone through in my entire life!
When I first approached my doc about it he decided to do blood work to test my thyroid because the last time I approached him 18 months prior that was what he thought then too:confused:. So now we get to test again to find out there is no thyroid problem:faint:.
So he then says have you tried to loose weight by eating right??? WTF!!! :angry
I have been doing Weight Watchers for the last 12 years and I loose and gain and loose and gain and for the last 4 years I cant get below 200 no matter how hard I try (5'8" weight 227) So he finally gives in and says okay to trying with the insurance to see if they will pay....they say they dont cover it, I appealed 3 times and according to them even if they did cover it I would not qualify because I am not fat enough!!! :cry
Are you kidding me?!?!?! and I have comorbilities too, a degenerative knee joint problem that requires pain meds, severe depression and anxiety that I am being treated for with medication, sleep diorder that I take sleeping pills for, back pain, I had what was thought to be a heart attack about 18 months ago and turned out to be a heart athrethima, major family history of heart problems, diabeties, high colestoral.
Fast forward to Feb of 2007 and I lost my job but did what needed to be done to continue with my cobra payments even thought they were over $300 a month still hoping to get this covered...jumped through hoops all year and still no go...Jan of 2008 the insurance goes up by almost another $100 and now I have to drop it or not pay rent.
I just dont understand it all I mean it should be a certin set of standards for all companies as to what it needs for coverage...there are people I have seen on here that maybe need to loose like 50 -60 pounds and get approved and then there are others that need to loose 100+ and get denied.
So now nedless to say if I didnt spend the first 18 months trying to get it paid for I could have gotten financed and been paying for some time now and would be 2+ years into it and probably have lost the weight by now but NOOOOOOO now I am out of a job and not only cant get financed, but even if I could I would not be able to make the payments and I am still FAT!!!
So in all my brilliance I have put myself on a self imposed pre/post op liquids diet with the Protein shakes staying at about 875 cal/20 gr fat or less/100 gr protein a day and I am dropping like a rock starso far and I am not even hungry...HA! now dont get me wrong I will most likeley gain it all back again at some point in the future like I always do and then some but at the moment my suit's dont fit me for dob interviews.
Do you all think I am crazy for this or maybe have any suggestions? I mean talk about depression...it just gets worse and worse.