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my dogs just kinda sniffed me when i came home from the hospital, looked at me funny. now they are big sucks, sleeping beside me all the time. I think dogs are more intuitive though when it comes to that stuff.

Yes Shell12 - greif is the exact word! It's mourning. I miss my food and how it comforted/occupied me. Today is a little easier than yesterday and I'm sure there will be ups and downs but so far, the biggest lesson I can learn from this whole process is, NOTHING is black and white. It's not all or nothing, there is always an in between, a shade of gray. And yes, my skin is so much clearer, plus i've been using a new toner and skin care line

I'm only 4 days post op and I still have moments of wondering. One thing the dr's prep you for is all the physical aspects (pre op, post op diets and limitations, etc) but I wish someone had told me that there is also an emotional/spiritual aspect of all this. We didn't get overweight because we were just extra hungry. food is our drug and by Day 2 out of the hospital, I was craving a huge plate of chicken and rice. I TOTALLY wasn't prepared for that. I thought I would be nauseated and just have no appetite. Since then, it's been a struggle. I wish someone had told me "IT'S GOING TO BE HARD!" I was naively thinking that it would be easy... well at least easier. BUT, here's the catch, in spite of all of that - the numbers on the scale are going down (even on day 4) my face actually looks slimmer and my pores are tightening! My clothes are looser. There are POSITIVES and there are NEGATIVES. The key is to ride the waves as they come and STAY POSITIVE. Remember, you WILL eat again. This is what I keep telling myself when that b***h Martha Stewart keeps posting food recipies on Pinterest. Think about your reasons for doing it in the first place. Whether, they are for health, to overcome your physical limitations, for fashion, for your kids, for whatever - I am struggling hardcore with missing food and even though it sucks (omg, it sucks it sucks it sucks!) I would do it all over again in an instant. Sorry, I got off on a tangent. I think I wrote that more for me than for you. ANyway, stay positive. It's all any of us can do!

You WILL wake up. I had the same thoughts when I was first put under last year, since then, due to complications from a gallbladder removal, I have been put under 3 times and it's a piece of cake. There is an anesthestist there monitoring your every breath, move, heart rate. Don't worry. Don't even let your mind think about something like that - you need to stay positive!

Thanks for this guys. I knew it would be restrictive but I didn't think I would feel SO hungry. It's not even that I'm hungry, it's that I WANT TO EAT. I am day three post op and apparently the only things I am allowed to have according to my Dr. are Water, Black Tea and Apple Juice. There are other sources and even a friend of mine who recently did the surgery in Canada that have said they were allowed to have clear broths, jello and even milk. What I wouldn't give for a glass of milk right about now! I am seeing my Dr. on Tuesday but it's hard being home, sipping on water all day long, recovering and not even being able to eat SOMETHING. I didn't think it would be like this. I thought I would be nauseated for days and have no desire to eat for the first few days... I am finding this much harder than I anticipated.

Okay guys, I know this is referred to as "head hunger" but I just left the hospital this evening (had my surgery yesterday) and all I can think about is a big plate of rice and chicken. I just need some reassurance that this will go away and if anyone else has had this experience?

I can't wait for that to happen. Went to the grocery store tonight to buy a scale and some lady offering samples of Cookies offered me one, I wanted to punch her face in. Siiiighhh. BREATHE.. I'm okay now.

Thanks guys, glad I'm not alone! I'm sure I will learn to work through it. I would rather feel hungry than give in and eat something that ruin my sleeve, or feel sick. I just wasn't expecting to feel hungry afterwards... kinda shocked me!

thanks guys... I read somewhere that the acid in the stomach mimics hunger, that's why I thought it would go away... I just really didn't expect to be HUNGRY on the second day.. although I guess hunger is better than complications right? Pookeyism, I think you're right, it's habitual now, I need to change my routine and I shall do just that!!! Thanks!!