Hi ladies.... WOW talk about support. My fiance just let it be known that if I had this surgery he'd leave me. I'm hurting so bad right now. I can't let him keep me from getting my life back, but I don't want to lose him either. My feelings are all over the place but one thing I do know is that if it be the Lord's will I'll be on the operating table June 2 2014. I've put on this fake smile long enough. I'm ready to live!!