ICandothis

I finally decided that it was time to take action. One would have thought I would have decided this along time ago. How many times I told myself this diet was going to work, or this time next year I am going to be smaller yet the scale always said bigger. It feels weird to know that after August 4th there is just no going back. Not weird why am I doing this but, finally I can see some light at the end of this tunnel. Hi, I am new to this forum and this decided life. I am married to my twin soul have 6 amazing kids with only one left at home. 2 of the cutest grandchildren one could ever have, Of course I am bias. A career that I absolutely love, one of the most blessed people I have ever met. Great friends, exceptional chosen family and the only thing I am missing from manifesting my PERFECT life is ...... weight loss. I live in a world of manifestation, belief in what I cannot see, and an understanding that everything happens for a reason so I even get or feel that it was not the right time till now. I am excited to start this journey and scared at the same time. What will be my excuse then? What kind of excuses can I come with in the meantime? What will I face? because I know this isn't all just fat, I have 240 extra pounds of emotions sitting on these bones. I guess it all starts with permission. It all starts with a choice. My choice. If you have any advice about my impending 30 day liquid pre op diet I would love to hear. Any great words of wisdom about what I am heading into I am all ears. I am at this point in the learning growing stage and look forward to anything that comes. KJ

Thanks everyone...I am excited for sure..I have decided to start by doing 2 Protein shakes a day and one meal so that in three weeks I am only transitioning one meal not three....for the 4 week liquid diet...I suppose at the end of the day I have eaten what I want for 41 years..the way I want how I want what I want...I can suck it up!!! that is what change is about...making the change... K