You may want to talk to your doctor about your birthy control pills. I remember when I first got on them years ago, I had emotional outbirsts and cried and cried and cried. I felt so lonely, even surrounded by wonderful family and friends. I talked to my doctor, and he had put me on pills with high estrogen, and it was just too much too soon. That might not be all of it, but it might help some! :-) Good luck!