LadyL

The decision to pursue WLS was definitely not a New Years Eve Resolution.
I have resolved however a conflict within myself that I do not have to struggle alone and that I can ask for help.

When wt loss surgery came on the scene I was a skeptic and very concerned about the perception of quick fixes that folks would mask food addictions, related behaviors and triggers for a miracle fix.

I realize it is a very indiviualized decision making process. I contemplated doing the "band" 3 years ago and part of me was secretly happy the surgeon stated " you can do this on your own--just move more... this is not an option for you." I have done wellness programs, gyms, integrative nutrtion groups over these past 5 years and nowwhere closer to my wt goals. These have all led to small and positive lifestyle changes along the way but I need more. I have adopted new eating habits, cooking and preparation but struggle with sweets, portion control and dissappointments. Thankfully I was able to demonstrate this 5 year pattern of active weight struggle to the insurance co and they approved it ( Feb 14--how sweet is that LOL) which made this next leap of faith possible.

However now seeing the medical wt loss surgery advancements, testimonies of others along with main stream research I do feel GVS is the option for me. Because left to my own devices I have not been able to successfully sustain or fully reach the goal I have for myself.
I am SO blessed to be healthy--absent of any chronic health conditions, but frankly I want more for myself! My action plan for 2012 is use the VSL as a tool to reach my healthy weight.
I am looking forward to marking a new chapter in my life-- the best is yet to come!
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