Congratulations on getting the Band. I totally understand how you feel. I was mad at myself the first few days that I let myself get to the point where I had to put a "foreign object" in my body. I was convinced I could feel it every time I moved and breathed for about the first week. THe pain medicine should help a lot. And now 4 weeks after surgery I dont feel it at all. Dont give up It will definitly get better