Today is day 5 after my surgery. I am feeling overwhelmingly depressed. It is so difficult to get all the liquids and proteins in. I have so many meds I have to crush and they just taste nasty as do the protein shakes that I have used so far. Thankfully I am not craving foods as I thought I would, just feeling regret because I have seen absolutely no physical changes as of yet. My fibromyalgia has flared up so I am in aching pain in legs and arms, along with surgical pain. I feel as thought the doctor did not inform me of how much pain I would be in and how difficult a change this would be. I do not do well with change. I suppose I am just not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.