Britt_Bearpaw

Finished up all the homework due this week for one class. Only 3 more classes to go before I catch up & finally keep pace with the rest of the classes. No worries though, I got this ♥

Assumptions make an ass out of you & me

Okay, okay, okay. No more putting it off-time to hit the books! Nap time for the kiddos and study time for mommy. Hopefully after that, it will be naptime for mommy as well, I have a massive headache today.

Crazy how life can change in mere minutes and suddenly everything is amazing again. Roland was able to talk his boss into letting him work an extra day, so now the girls won't miss out on their preschool & my red her therapy. I walked in the sunshine today with the sweetest friends a girl could have, Billie & Vinchetta. I made it 3 laps-about one mile. Not my best, but slowly I WILL build myself back up to the top

It's been a long, long day. Glad it is almost over cuz it just brings me one step closer to my surgery date, woohooo! Night classes suck-there's no getting over that one. Hoping to get through this quarter with my *ahem* my awesome gpa intact LOL going to do some hw then it's off to dreamland

Since my surgery date is getting closer and my preop diet is looming ahead, I find myself having lil food funerals. Whenever I eat something oh so yummy, I know that it's going to be the last time I taste that in a very long, long time. Possibly forever because some ppl come out of this surgery with certain food aversions that they didn't have before. I hope I come out hating sugar and bread because those are my biggest weaknesses. This week is my last week to eat all the stuff I usually do....

This was the most twisted break ever in the history of breaks. Surgery, flu, hospital visits, broken down cars....one of these days I will be on a beach somewhere during my break-so help me GOD! Going to cuddle up to my book-Koontz gotta love it.

Finally heading to bed after a lonnnnnnnng stressful day. At least I get to snuggle up with my honey. I will never take that for granted. I found an Angel of a mechanic that is super fair and willing to work with us. Maybe 2012 isn't going to be so bad after all

OMFG! A drunk ass dumb ass man wrecked 3 feet from our building. If the dip wasn't there he would have crashed into our damn apartment!!! He came running barefoot over to us (we were outside shouting Happy New Year) begging us to help push him out!!! He could barely freaking stand up straight!!! STUPID BASTARDS!

Okay, so maybe I need to lighten up a bit. Dinner-Bella: "Ruby! Eat your food, it's not playtime it's dinner!" hahaha

I got "Chandler" on the Which F.R.I.E.N.D.S. character are you? quiz! https://apps.facebook.com/qbquiz-ghgmb/?ref=asp

In the words of the glorious Adele-Should I give up or should I keep on chasing pavements??? I have hit my limit ppl. I have had 4 cars in the last year and a half and all of them gave ass on me. There seems to be no solutions to these problems-truly nothing more to do than pray. Most prayers go unanswered in my world. At least that's how I am feeling today. I was feeling optimistic, until more news came in to add to all the problems and took away the only solutions I had. When will the day c...

I have the worst headache of my life today, but things may be looking up. Details later

Home from the ER. They think it's food poisoning but there has been a nasty virus going around so they aren't too sure. My blood pressure was scary high but it came down after all the iv's and medicine. My immune system sucks so badly ever since I had pneumonia a few years back. Hoping tomorrow is a better day because this week has been seriously kickin my ass....

heading to Urgent Care as soon as my cab gets here. Been puking all night long-among other nasty things. Can't hold down even a sip of water. I am so tired and feel so weak. This is out of nowhere and I am not prepared for it. Hopefully I get out of there in enough time to pick the girls up from daycare on time-if not I can't help it I am in so much pain

why couldn't Santa bring us our own lil mechanic that fits in our pockets and whenever we are in trouble we could take the lil guy out and magically fix all our problems??? Hoping for a miracle, bracing for a disaster.......

trying to keep a positive attitude, but damn it's so hard. Super stressed over my car-barely have had it for what like 4 or 5 months????? I just hope it works out in a way to where I can still afford my surgery. If not, I will be heartbroken....like I said staying positive is not easy....

I need help. FML. We were at a store and noticed that our car was leaking anti-freeze bad. Started it back up-totally overheated! It started smokin so bad that people came running over and they are all in agreement. Head gasket....yea FML FML FML. Now I have no way to get to class this quarter. I have to choose between lifesaving surgery-or getting my suv fixed. Yea FML FML FML

**** happens. If anymore **** happens-I may explode. Just an FYI.

I wish I could have an experience like on that movie Groundhog Day. If only I could redo yesterday over again....so many things I would do differently. Maybe then I wouldn't feel like this on this very special day. Today should be joyous, but it's anything but that. I can not wait till this day is over!

You can love someone with your whole heart. Give them everything you have to give, and truly show them total and complete adoration. And, in an instant realize that love sometimes isn't enough. Sometimes love can be one sided, yet deep. Blissful, but yet agonyizing. One day maybe things will work out, maybe one day things will be completly different. I don't know what the future holds. I do know that my life is going to be forever changed in the coming year-and I really need support and love...

Wohoo I had the chance to sneak out of the house and nab my honeybear the perfect gift. At least I hope it's perfect....hmm well I kept the reciept just in case. It's the thought that counts anyway. I may deserve a medal weavin the double stroller and my big ass through those crazy crowds at the mall. Probably had about an inch of space to maneuver all of us through-but hey it spiced up the day pretty good. Cooking dinner then baking some cookies

OMG Today is the most boring day ever!

This is the first Christmas that Roland & I will be spending with just us and the kids. I was a lil sad at first, but then I realized that we are our own lil family and there is so much love here. God knows things haven't always been easy, but lately our life is full of joy, love, and peace. Everything seems to be falling into place for us. I can honestly say that I am happier than I have ever been. I am so excited for the New Year to come! Even more joy to be had-and adventure to explore......