Good afternoon:
Yes, the enemy of our soul will use anything to take our eyes off of HIM.
When I first gave my heart to Jesus, an older missionary couple, warned me that s was going to throw the book at me and dredge up each and everything that I had done in my life and flaunt it in my face. They told me that when this kind of thing comes up just keep repeating: " It is under the blood."
Jesus, when He was being tempted, said: Get thee behind me satan.
It IS difficult and I truly understand where you are coming from.
In HIS name.