Im nervous as well. I have my surgery this May 21st... One hour im so excited, the next im questioning everything! What keeps me sane is going on you tube and watching other peoples journey's. Its so amazing to hear how this sugery changed their lives! Im looking at this as a No fail change, a new start and claim to my life. I also keep telling myself I derserve it, which we ALL do. Hang in there and remember you already know your life in your current body, don't you want to find out how your life could be? Im SO curious! All the best!