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Cheri

Gastric Sleeve Patients
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  1. Cheri

    Feeling Guilty

    Thanks for the encouragement! We started the Made to Crave series at church today. (I am leading ... seems ironic, eh?) Anyway, the first lesson address what kinds of negative things we have said to ourselves about our past choices and then positive things we could say instead. Well, after our study, we were having church and a friend shared a vision she had with God telling her we needed to walk around the perimeter of our church property just like they did in Jericho. So our new pastor, had us walk around the property just as they did ... all seven times! My hubby graciously held back to walk with me. As we were approaching the start of our second lap, I notice the leaders getting ready to lap us. I told Tom I was feeling the way I imagine the biggest people on the Biggest Loser feel when they start falling behind. Well, we ended up being lapped several times. We and one other lady and her son who held back to stay with her actually had two laps to finish when everyone else was done. I felt myself thinking about the lesson I had just taught, and so started trying to speak more positive things into the situation. "I can do this... even if I have to come back and finish my seven laps on another day." "I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me, so Lord give me the strength finish." And finally, as we were heading into the home stretch of 7th laps, "The first shall be last, and the last shall be first!" I was the last one in the door! Praise God I did it though! Cleoson52 and Sleeve 4 Me, reading how you both struggled through my questions and can now endure activities I would definitely find difficult to do, I am encouraged to explore this more. Thanks for your support. Look forward to learning more here.
  2. Cheri

    Feeling Guilty

    I am new here, and just looking into having WLS. Numerous past weight loss attempts have ended in failure. (I know that is a common plight here.) As I pray about this, I keep battling that I should be able to do this with God, and not have to rely on surgical intervention. Basically its like I feel my faith is not strong enough to discipline myself to keep better eating habits. I know all the how to's and when I apply them I lose weight well. I have never achieved my goal weight. It's like I self-sabotage my own efforts and gain it all back plus some more. So as I contemplate WLS now, I find myself wondering how this will be different? Can it be different? Why can't God and I do this alone? What's wrong with me? The guilt and negativity flows on and on. I am praying for God's direction. I am asking Him to lead me through the right doors, remove the obstacles Satan is sure to throw out to steer me away from God's best for my life now. My sin may has brought me here, but my God can bring me to where I need to be. Right now I am not sure if this guilt I am feeling is a fiery dart, or is it God calling me in a different direction. The only problem is right now I don't see another direction. My health is endangered, after 38 years of this battle, I am praying for God to direct me completely. I am asking him to help me to be follow his leading. I wanted to thank you all for sharing. This thread gives me hope that maybe there is a way to deal with this issue in my life. Thanks to all!

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