jules

This is the procedure part , I do not like but know I must do because being accountable even if it is to check in with my blog or check in on myself will in turn creates a more responsible me, I want to be rich, I want to be thin, I want , want, want,...... but will continue to do just that if the appropriate steps are not followed on this path of self-actualization....When I believe i am already these things that I think i am without, I will began to be these things and it will no longer seem like such a dream. My hope is to become addicted to being healthy, to change my taste buds, to realize that my body is a portal if you will, into reaching my higher self which is touching nirvana. ......I know I must sound like a nut case to some of you out there reading this, but I really am very down to earth, I do believe that this is a spiritual journey and the older i get the more I realize that this life on earth is so precious and we should live it to its fullest. I did the surgery to not just be thin but to enjoy the grandest version of who I truly am. I knew if I didn't get a hold on this addiction my life would spiral out of control.