Congrats on the date! I had surgery 2/22 and am still healing. The second day when I hurt the most I was wondering why I did this to myself, but I checked the posts here and other people have wondered too, so I felt better. I didn't make this choice lightly and I'm sure you didn't either. I would suggest just having faith that you made the right decision and you will be able to do this with support from family, friends, and sites like this one.
I used to go by "Mother T" so I had to answer you. Since the kids are all grown now I'm Teerriffic.
Good luck! Type if you need to talk.