Cheri,
Thanks for the response. It really is appreciated. I am currently at 265lbs and I am 5'8". It is very frustrating b/c I don't allow myself to date b/c the way I feel about myself. I have been extremely fit but it seemed like it only lasted a minute. It took so much energy to be that way. I couldn't hang on to it. So, I do know how to eat healthy and to work out, but I have been in a vicious cycle for the past 6 yrs, I will lose a few pounds and then gain them right back. So thank you for your kind words, because, I too am really tired of the battle. It takes so much energy to be thin and also so much energy to be fat. I will check in after Tuesday.
Lots of Love!