kaiasmom

Ok so I am having surgery tuesday and I am on my 2 week liquid diet and I am such a loser. Yes I have lost 8lbs wooo hooo! I am also a super cheater though, everyday i am sneaking a little bit of food. I will make up in my mind by not drinking one of my drinks for the day. I feel like such a loser and need some support. I just can't not eat. I can't live on optifast, sf jello, and crystal light. I need at least some soup. I am not worried about after bc I will be able to have milk, soup, and more of a variety. I have already cheated today I had a piece of my daughter pizza for lunch. I try soooo hard but my stomach starts growlling and churning and all i want is a little bit, I haven't been pigging out but i am still eating a little during the day. I am worried that I have done something that will hurt me. that my dr will read my mind and know I ate food and kick me out of the or. any advise, support, or anyone a cheater also?:help::omg:

So i am scheduled to be banded June 26th. I am 2 days into my pre op liquid diet and I am making it but it does suck. I am nervous and second guessing this decision for the 'who know how many' time. I know this is the best thing but the whole surgery thing is scring me. I am for sure an over thinker. What if? What if? What if? My husband is very supportive but he is the type that supports me no matter what the choice is. Anyway I am also very excited for this change and cant wait.

Hi I am also in tx scheduled for surgery June 26 with Dr Kim. I am very excited and nervous. good luck!

Hi everyone! I am new to this site but it has been great to read and learn from everyone. I just was scheduled yesterday for surgery on may 1st. I knew I wantd to have the surgery but now that it is real I am getting nervous and second guessing my decision. I lov the site but it has helped scare me. I have read about some of the complications people have had and seen a lot of people have had the band removed. I know that is a rare occation but you know this is a life changing decision. anyway I have a 18 month old and my husband and i want another baby, so that was something that I was wondering if anyone had any advise about. My dr said that it will be fine after a year but then i saw someone had to have the band removd bc they got pregnant. I want to do what is best for me and my family and i am 99% sure this is it but there is that nasty 1% creeping in my brain so any encouragment would be greatly appreciated