HELLO IM NEW HERE BUT I LOVE HOW YOU GUYS ARE UPPORTING EVERYONE. I COULD REALLY USE IT THE SUPPORT I MEAN I AM VERY VERY SCARED TO GO THROUGH WITH THE SURGERY BUT I ALSO KNOW MY LIFE DEPENDS ON IT. I GO TOMORROW IN HOPES OF GETTING A DATE TO HAVE THE SURGERY BUT OMG THE THOUGHT OF IT MAKES MY SKIN GO PALE ITS ODD FOR ME TO BE PALE BECAUSE IM KINDA BROWN SKINNED LOL SELPFUL SUGGESTIONS PLEASE??