I totally agree Jane. It's hard to explain what it's like to be extremely obese and the lies filled in my head for so long that it was okay and pretending that I thought I was attractive. My husband never made me feel any different but inside I was miserable.
I woke up thinking today is a new day and I have so much to be thankful for. I put on a cute new dress paired with some cute blingy shoes and my accessories and headed out the door. I feel so free everyday now. It's amazing. I find myself almost in tears everyday at how great life is.