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I currently wear a size 13 shoe, and I'm curious if that will change too or not?

I had a couple... I noticed that I refused to have a ton of pictures of myself on Facebook. If I looked in the mirror I would INSTANTLY get depressed (even if I felt good beforehand!)! I think the kicker was when I went to a local theme park with my DF. I had to get off a ride because they couldn't buckle me in. This was a work event for him so I was mortified and embarrassed....I did everything I could not to cry in the middle of the park while he went on the ride. I knew something had to give--my asthma is the worse it ever has been (its a good day if I don't get a sharp pain in my chest from breathing, and that doesn't happen too often). There is also a chance for diabetes (going for the official test this week......) I have no energy to play with my future step kids who I love dearly and it kills....it really sucks

I'm Lyn, and I live in Malden looking to have an RNY. Nice to meet you all! I haven't picked a doctor etc yet but hoping to soon!

Hi everyone. My name is Lyn, and I am 24 years old. I am new here and am starting the process for a RNY. I spoke with my insurance and they just need me to schedule surgery etc. so I'm assuming I won't have months of waiting. I'm predicting (hoping) that I can have surgery the week after Thanksgiving. One thing I am curious about is clothing actually. I'm getting married in 9 months (May 2014) and already bought my dress (size 26--biggest size they had!) I'm wondering if I should budget for a new one or if I should try to alter my current one down... I want to be clear that I'm not doing this for cosmetic/wedding reasons. Lately my asthma and knees have worsen to the point I can barely walk the stairs to get to my apartment. I've considered this surgery for years, and my doctor recently informed me that I might have type 2 diabetes. (Blood test for that is next week). I watch my mother suffer from diabetes to the point that she almost lost her feet multiple times. My uncle actually died from it. I'm sorry for the mush of words...it's almost 1:30 am here and my fiancé and I watched an online seminar about this tonight, so I'm slightly an insomniac currently...I hope I didn't annoy anyone with this post, just a lot going through my mind currently.... I hope to get to know you guys and make friends. I'm extremely nervous with the whole process...I'm not telling anyone besides my fiancé until I have a surgery date so I feel kind of alone right now.