areellady

god, it was like you guys read my mind!!! What you guys are talking about is EXACTLY what I was telling you all. I feel like shit. I have lost 5 pounds since my fill and I am tight. What is up with that. I am almost half tempted to get some taken out. I know my exercise has gone down the tubes since school, but shit....I feel like a loser. Like when i used to go to WW and then it would be great for about three months and then all of a sudden I would jump off the deep end and start eating again....lots of food. I feel like I am at the place right now. I just want to give up. I am tired of getting stuck. I am tired of not being able to eat a whole cake if I want it. I am just tired of it all. It sounds like maybe it is the changing of the seasons doing it cuz I am not the only one struggling. Hugs to you all!!!!It is damn hard. Damn hard to stay that focused on the weight loss for so long. Well, it feels a bit better to at least say it.

I do know that we have someone who is only 15 pounds from her half way mark and someone who is now 225!!!!!! Way to go girlies!!!

Once again, I had a message all typed up and it got erased. I am super pissed right now. Just know that I am thinking of each and everyone of you....I will come back after taking DD to school and retype.

Hey woman, wheres the pictures???? We here need to visualize!!!! Glad that things are looking up for you!!!!

BG, I have been meaning to tell you nice weight loss...down under 210...way to go.... J, another pound...you weight loss whore. Send some my way please!!

aweeee, I want pictures too!!!!

You all are soooo beautiful!!!! I heart you all!!! I am sooo glad that you all made it home safe and sound and that you all had a good time. Passing panties and bras must of been hard for JC to do. He probably went back and got them!!!!!! How fun!! Amish buggies???? GOD, I am sooo freakin' jealous!!! I had tears in my eyes when I saw the pictures of you guys!!!! You mean sooo much to me, and I sure did miss you all this weekend!!! So, tell me, did you all stay together the whole 40 miles, or did it not work out like that? I didn't see anyone wearing their shirts? Did that not work out either? You are all my heros!!!!:clap2::clap2::clap2::clap2:Nice job on the 40 you guys!!! And the hills JC!!

Well, here it is Saturday. And it looks like it is just me. Hmmmm wonder where B is? I am getting sick, and I have a lot of homework to do, so I am NOT happy about all of that. I wish I had the same thinking about weight loss as I did five months ago. It seems like, it is down on the bottom of my goals right now. It sucks.

J, of course I noticed...I mean come on....you are my hero!!

hmmmmm....well, I hate getting stuck. Why do I keep doing it then? I will tell you why. I am dumb. I can not seem to eat small small bites. I am dumb. I am dumb. Has anyone seen The Flying Scotsman? It just came out yesterday. Yes, it is a biking movie.

That seems quite ironic, doesn't it.

jm, I am sooooo ready to quit. I am sooooo hating it. I love it afterwards but hate every single second of doing it. I guess I will just take it one day at a time and see what happens.

Wednesday a.m. strenth training bowflex

Hi all. All day in school today and freaking ton of homework. School and me are NOT getting along right now. You guys are going to have soooo much freakin fun this weekend!!! I am totally jealous and want to go soooo badly. Oh well, I would have to bring homework and that would suck. HP, damn, that is soooo bad. That is sooo scary. J, I sent you a pm and you are just tooooo sweet. BG, the bologna is still making me sick. PLEASE quit talking about it. The wheat thins you can talk about, just no mushed up shit talk. J, NICE TWO POUNDS!!!!!!! WTG GIRLIE!!! JC, are you getting any sleep? You are acting kinda weirdo...JK....get some sleep

Oh yeah and rode to the park to jog and rode home. 2 miles.

Tuesday 18th p.m. Started week 4 AGAIN of the program. I did it this time. It sucks though. Starts with 5 min. warm up walk. 3 min. jogging 90 sec. walking 5 min. jogging 2 1/2 min. walking 3 min. jogging 90 sec. walking 5 min jogging That really really sucks. I am wondering tonight why I started doing this in the first place??? I still am wondering. You all are doing fabulous. Whos you have lost soooo much weight. You are on fire!!!

oh my god, two of you who love the bologna thing????? EEKKKSSS!!! Maybe it is ME who is weird. I heart the bike shop too!!

Okay, now this is twice I have thrown up in my mouth!!! JK....I don't think I could do it BG. I guess I was forced to eat bologna when I was a kid or something. I can't do it. It makes me sick to think of it.

I guess your request has been denied!!! LOL...bycyling it is!!!

I think it would be 9 out of 10 Americans would rather die than exercise. Six months ago, I thought I was dying if I exercised.

I heart avacados.

Way to go HP...four pounds is great!!!!!! Thanks for talking to my DD the other night. She sat down at the computer and said someeone is talking to you mom. I was rolling around on the exercise ball TRYING to get upstuck. My DH says, Tell her friend she can't talk because she is stuck.....I was like...NOoooo don't tell her that...but I she did anyways. I hate getting stuck. I love the exercise ball though. I helps get unstuck in a matter of minutes instead of hours.

I think I just threw up in my mouth...ground bologna???????? Jeeesshhhh, I DID throw up!!! What the hell BG???? What gives???

Monday 17th a.m. Bowflex strength training. Whole body

Sunday 16th a.m. 16.17 miles bike riding p.m. 2 miles roller blading