I am in the same boat as you but worse. I am 6 days away from my first fill and feel like I never had surgery. I can see myself eating more and more. I lost 10 pounds during the liquid phase and have kept them off. I am eating anything and everything. I am a self pay and feel like I wasted my money. I know, I have to be patient and start getting my fills. I am waiting patiently for friday, fill day. I still feel the same emotional eating and am considering going for counseling. Diane