Hello all,
I can't believe today is the day that I get banded! Anxiety has taken a huge hold on me. So much so, I threw up my Protein shake that I had for dinner last night. And to add fuel to the fire, I did not sleep a wink! I'm so nervous it's pathetic. Guess I'm afraid something is gonna go wrong. I keep thinking what If I don't wake up? or what if the band doesn't work for me? Or what if i get a horrible staph infection? Can't seem to stop these crazy thoughts from invading my mind . I'm going crazy here. I'm almost to the point where I want to back out... but the hubby won't let me. He says I've come to far to turn back now. Well wish me luck... Better yet pray for me. My surgery is at 7a this morning (I feel butterflies as I'm typing this). Less than 2 hours away. I will let you know if I survive.
-Kelli ???£