newlife27

Sorry for the 2nd post my phone is acting up lol

I just been sitting were for last hour reading posts all over the forum...and came to realize im not as confident as i thought i was..... For years I've struggled n relationships and going out finding the right outfit....but i always said if a man could except me for me then to heck with him and i just don't go out unless im forced....but i just think its crazy that weight plans such a big factor and it took til now for me to realize that im realize not as confident as i thought i was...i look at some of my pictures and say "goodness im huge" some pics look nice but some look horrid....just blowing steam and sucking it up i know thing will get better but sheesh it sucks....im 27 young no children no man....this is no way for me to live!!!! Can't wait to start over!

Aw thank you....u def just made me cry congratz on ya loss!!!!! This forum has helped me a lot u guys are so nice and so supportive!!!!! Some days i feel like crap other days i feel like the pit of all craps lol but looking at the stories of ppl from a year ago till now there journey both scary but in the end very fulfilling it gives me hope!!! Thank you so much for responding and 87lbs i. 4 months omg that is major i hope to be that successful i need to lose 107lbs my goal is 177 but i decided to shoot for 170 instead....i been on a diet since Dec 30th went from 294 to 274 the gained 6.8 bk then lost 3.2 ugh its a pain in the neck!!!!! But all u guys give me encouragement my mommy is my biggest cheerleader she's scared but she supports me in every way even when she's to tired to hear my excitement lol she listens!!!!!! Thanks again and happy losing!!!!

Aw thank you....u def just made me cry congratz on ya loss!!!!! This forum has helped me a lot u guys are so nice and so supportive!!!!! Some days i feel like crap other days i feel like the pit of all craps lol but looking at the stories of ppl from a year ago till now there journey both scary but in the end very fulfilling it gives me hope!!! Thank you so much for responding and 87lbs i. 4 months omg that is major i hope to be that successful i need to lose 107lbs my goal is 177 but i decided to shoot for 170 instead....i been on a diet since Dec 30th went from 294 to 274 the gained 6.8 bk then lost 3.2 ugh its a pain in the neck!!!!! But all u guys give me encouragement my mommy is my biggest cheerleader she's scared but she supports me in every way even when she's to tired to hear my excitement lol she listens!!!!!! Thanks again and happy losing!!!!?!

Anyone 5'9 and in the 270's i would love to see what that looks like all slim

When is ya surgery????

So today i came across myolex protein shake it has 42 grams of protein i wanted to start my intake just in case i don't stomach it well after being sleeved but i have taste it yet i was wondering if the chocolate is any good i heard good things about strawberry and vanilla but of course they didn't have those flavors so i got a 4pack to try...

Oh ok.....i never knew how such of a decision this would be its crazy....i thought slim fast would be enough but i guess not looking at some of the packets Its.like 70 grams a day so i tried to find rhetorically highest one in protein either or ima start them tomorrow 2 shakes and a sensible dinner and see how that works just for practice before the doosy......im still trying to figure out how Ima do ten days of liquids only im slowing dying thinking about it lol

No im hoping by to be sleeved by June they said it was up to me how fast the process went so i scheduled all my appt for this month ill be done everything required by may 22!!! I wasn't required to do nutrition classes thank goodness but Ima do them anyway on my own time just for the info....*fingerscrossed*

Oh ok shes very nice and and completely honest so far its been great:)

I never seen anyone on here this close to me I live in bristol pa but i will be sleeved by Dr medvetz she used to be in langhorne oa now she's in willingboro has anyone ever had her??? I did a lot of research but not not much came uo on her!!! Although from my own experience in just a short time she was very nice the whole staff was and very attentive quick but very thorough

Don't get discouraged a lot of ppl will do that to you its a shame sometimes its family.....my coworkers told me i was gonna die....straight like that :/ i don't know whether its jealousy or not but what i do kno is THIS IS FOR ME!!!!! I plan on working hard up until surgery and thereafter i will not let anyone get in my way!!!! THIS IS FOR YOU LADY DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE HATERS!!!!

Well ima just pray for the best.....but ur right it is a small price i won't get discouraged right now but.......i will probably die a couple times if and when i lose it

U look great go head girl!!!!!

This was what i needed to get motivated you all look awesome!!!!!!! Can't wait to smile when im looking bk at myself in the mirror i kinda stay away from the camera unless i can get a good angle lol ugh but u are all my inspiration

So everybody winds up losing their hair that stinks but at least i know now that way when it starts to happen ill be prepared i haven't even got a date yet but the more info i get the more nervous i am

I really hate thus part they never can fund my veins in my arms and i always wind up have to give it thru my hand but on another note the process has began...egd is scheduled pysc eval is scheduled pulmonary scheduled so i guess after all that is done ill get a surg date....-feeling anxious and nervous

Wow yes this what always happens i always have to get ivs in my hand then after a couple days it'll go bad and they have to stick my other hand to get blood then both my hands wind uo swelling up and neither hand is useful anymore im going to try and ask for a person with a good stick bc i really have bad experiences with getting blind drawn and getting iv fluids for overnight stays.....even anesthesia unless its a gas mask is difficult......i don't have anymore blood to give but my egd is the 8th n that will cause for anesthetic so i hope i don't have to be stuck over and over bc i hate it:(

Ok....congratz and that's good glad its coming bk im going to be a lil bit discouraged if u start losing my hair....

Lol oh man yea this is gonna be a journey of ups and downs but i hope not so much bad

Well i pray it get better for u guys and i really hope its not real bad but at least im prepared.....what about lose skin has anybody loss weight and didn't have the lose skin???

Man that's a scary feeling ugh

Aww man that stinks i guess i better get ready to get a crap ton of wigs:( ugh