victoriously

[size=5][font=georgia,serif][color=#222222]Hello LBT![/color]
[color=#222222]I'm not much of a blogger, however reading and seeing so many of your stories has been very encouraging and helpful to my journey. So I figured it would only be fair to you all that I share my struggle and fight to victory as well. [/color]
[color=#222222]I have pretty much battled with weight gain and weight lost since childhood. I was the fat kid that was never a part of the "in crowd" and the butt (no pun intended) of every mean kids joke. Of course, I eventually grew out of the awkward stage, said goodbye to the coke bottle glasses, and wearing my big brothers t-shirts, and I embraced my new found womanhood, and who I was as a person, rather I was big or small.[/color]
[color=#222222]As a woman, I found different ways to make myself feel and look attractive. Such as, various hairstyles, makeup, clothes, and anything else I could physically do to add to my appearance. In hopes that it would mask and take away from the weight issues that were still very relevant to me. [/color]
[color=#222222]Although my husband and others tell me I look nice and compliment my looks. I still struggle with inner thoughts and insecurities that pertain to my weight and physical appearance. At times, I still feel the sadness, and discourage of the little chubby kid I use to be. It is my goal in 2013, that I finally silence the chubby kid, and become a healthier, happier, newer me![/color]
[color=#222222]Wish me luck on my journey, and I hope I am able to encourage others the same way so many of you, have encouraged me.[/color]

[color=#222222]Mrs. Victoriously~[/color][/font][/size]
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