Sorry this is a late coment, I've been off the computer for a few days, just being busy. Anyway, you have received tons of good advice here, I say try them all if you have to. Eventually, you will find your way again. Someone once told me "if you're going through Hell, for God's sake keep on going! Don't stop and get stuck there..." It is really true. Even if you don't know the right answer, keep up the fight and the prayers and you will come out on the right side. I wanted to chime in on the medication angle. I work in pharmacy and I have had my own struggles with both thyroid and birth control medication. Both of these drug classes are difficult to dose right. It takes a lot of trial and error for some patients. Do not give up or give in to the docs until your really feel better. One dose does not fit all! If you have access, check in with an endocrinologist (glandular specialist). All of these hormone systems affect each other, so messing with thyroid can change up your emotional status and or your sex hormone status or more. Also, check and see if you are insulin resistant. Those of us who are, with or without diabetes symptoms, sometimes overproduce insulin (to overcome the resistance) and that affects these hormone systems too. Plus, insulin is a potent fat storing hormone and appetite stimulant! AUGHH! That is so unfair for those of us trying to lose weight! A dietician consult can help you avoid insulin peaks and there is medication to fight insulin resistance. FIGHT! Just as an aside, check out Guinivere in the new King Arthur movie. She will inspire the fight in you. She kicks butt! Lois