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So I had my second fill this past Tuesday and I'm not feeling full or anything...I'm so angry with myself cause I'm still eating until I get sick then I try to throw it up and nothin comes up...I had a break down today cause I'm so mad I hate myself. I thought I could do this but guess I don't have the power I thought I had. The scale is what is triggering me maybe I need to throw it away!! Grrrr

So I got my first fill last week and im not feeling any different...Im worried I stretched my stomach out maybe im just paranoid right but it's possible...Will things get better on my second fill? Someone ease my mind..

Banded 2/19/13 lost 31 lbs so far.. Super psyched to see many more lbs melt off! Here's a pic 1st pic taken Thursday and second taken two weeks ago [ATTACH]26200[/ATTACH]

Thanks everyone I also called my nurse and she eased my mind :-) getting another fill next week

I'm in Bertram area if interested banded 2/19/13

Next week im suppose to get my fill, and I have not lost any weight since my pist op appointment a week ago. Total weight loss was 29 lbs, but I'm stuck at same weight all week I know I shouldnt worry to much but it's bugging me.I feel I have already screwed up yes I have had some bad choices such as not going by the soft food diet and eating things I shouldn't, but I'm getting better. I just need some input and someone to tell me it will get better I guess....HELP!!!

So think I screwed up bad and I am so upset with myself...I haven't been eating soft foods...I did liquid for the first week, the second week soft food, not third I haven't been doing soft ..I mean I do but sometimes I'll eat baked chosen thinking it's ok if I chew it up good enough!! But I'm upset cause haven't lost weight in a week! How bad am I screwing up?

I lost 29 when I went in for my post op, but nice I'm stuck at the same weight for a week..grr I know they told us we might not see it in the first three weeks so hopefully when I get my full next week I'll see better progress

Had surgery Tuesday and still having chest and shoulder pain. I haven't felt nauseas yet thank God. But this chest and shoulder pain is not going away this is normal right?I did have a hiatal hernia repair too.

I thought I was going to die tonight worse pain I've had but I made myself burp and fart then I was good to go sorry tmi but it's the truth. Walking does help a lot I don't even know where my port is so don't know if it's hurting or not lol

Thanks everyone :-)