Thank you all for your kind responses. I feel kind of humiliated when I see my doctor again - I feel I have failed him. One thing I forgot to mention was I got pregnant six months after surgery - I had an IUD so it was a total mistake! A good mistake but I did not plan on it! I think that threw me off as well. I was really sick with hyperemisis and regular coke was one of the few things I could keep down. So now I am worried the stomach area has stretched and I have messed up completely. I just am angry with myself and angry at the things I have no control over, like the PCOS. It's frustrating.