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I'm about 16 months out and having a tough time..I've gone back to hoarding food, even if I don't eat it I just want it there. Going to dunks and getting coffee rolls and donuts for Breakfast, snacking on popcorn at night. Just doing it all wrong basically, and I've gained about 9 pounds. I want to be healthy, and skinny, and I don't want to waste this opportunity. Anyone hit this bump? I just feel like a waste of space, and a disappointment and I'm getting horribly depressed again. I just need to know how to get back on track..

It seems to be the one thing I need since im purging and not eating. I know they say to do decaf but does everyone follow that? Ive been having iced lattes starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Eating chocolate and drinking coffee everyday. Hate myself. 2 month stall. starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Ive been cheating for weeks. Just cant seem to do the right thing and I feel hopeless. Dont know what to do anymore... starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Feel like im just ready to give up. Made the wrong choice

Youre all already better than me since ive had half a chocolate bar and about to have a bagel. I dont even get my brain im a complete idiot. starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Can u guys give me an example of a day and what u eat? I seem to always be hungry because im not eating right/enough starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

You guys are all right. I just need to start believing in myself I guess. This has been a hard year tho. starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Mostly what im worried about is the stalling. I wanna lose about 30 more pounds but I don't know how to say no to the foods that got me big. I weighed 298 almost a year ago (nov 7) and I now weigh 182.5. I just feel like im doing everything wrong and I feel big where other people see a smaller person.. starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

I know I can do it im just scared of failure. Hoping it isnt too late. . starting weight 298, current 183, goal 150

Eating chocolate. Drinking coffee. Stalled. Not eating protein. Not eating at all. Purging.

Eating bad. Not losing weight. Vomiting. Depressed. Not much more to say.

Had a meeting with the nutritionist today and it seems like I haven't been eating enough! We went over a meal plan and I'm feeling alot better about things. Hopefully I can get on the right path now.. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

I also have only been to the gym 3 times; don't think I could gain muscle already? goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

What's the longest people have been stuck for? goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

I just know I haven't lost anything in the past 2 weeks and its so frustrating!!!!!! I just need to do better goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

That's what I thought and now I feel so guilty when I do.. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

See, my surgeon almost slaughtered me when I said I get extra milk with my iced coffee, let alone cream. Ughhhh. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

Help! I don't know how to order at a restaurant and I'm 7 months post op!! Lol.. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

Do they have anything online? goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

Do they have anything online? goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

I don't know.. I know what I should be doing right but the temptation is just too much for me.. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

I do track my food. And yeah she's concerned About it from a caloric standpoint but I use Splenda, the only sugar is from the caramel turtle flavoring. I'm just concerned with stretching the pouch out but I don't eat that much at all. goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

The sugar of the flavoring I like goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192

Because I asked my surgeon if an occasional iced coffee was good and she said NO. Not good. But then she said I've been eating the same way for 29 years and they couldn't expect me to change overnight. However I didn't cheat on my diet prior too..and I try not to vomit everyday. I'm just so lost goal weight 150, pre sx weight 298, current weight 192