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Hi Everybody.. I am still here not much going on but Laundry is calling my name all day.. Well :eek: he did show up for visitation and the kids are gone till 8:0pm..Kinda sad don't want to cry My make up is gonna run. On a Happy note the kids were overjoyed at that is all that matters. I hear you Beanie on the Lawyer thing - gonna have one in place this week. In the mean time I will just hang in there. Hope you and your man Have a great time on Monday. I will post later... gotta get started or it will sit..

That is so cool -- have fun

Best wishes Trish -- Happy Birthday

Hi Everyone, Emotionally tired today. I so wanted to sleep in but you know this girl has to work. Beanie ~ I would really love to be friends and keep this simple but his side just does not want to. I have gone as far as to invite the bat oh I mean his mother to come to the house and talk to me.. I know she won't but thats ok. Anyway the latest news is he told the neighbor he is not going to pay child support and is going to quit his job.. Other than that I went and had lunch with my son at school - they had the Zoo bring in a Rainforest exhibit with some animals from each area and that was quite nice untill they asked if you wanted to touch one?? Big ole CockRoach. Oh no this lady does not touch but will stomp on that thing.. I will have to do personals maybe tomorrow or Sat ~ see if he even comes for the boys.. That sucks too. I meant every other Weekend - The judge wrote every Sat from 10am to 8pm and then every other Sunday. I guess he could not hear over the Lawyer making his rude comments about how I dictated the meeting. Oh well I can deal with it for the next couple of weeks. I really need to get with Patty and see how she worked it out ~ Thanks Pat for the Idea.. Darcy -- No smoking girl - I am coming close to wanting a cig these days but have stopped myself.. What would my kids think?? Besides seeing mom talk to herself and laughing at nothing. Well gotta go -- have you all heard that song from Sheryl Crow w/ Sting?? I like it. It's Pretty Gotta go

OMG - I cannot even begin to thing about a crash like that.. Though that car is little it sure did hold him well considering the force.. Poor Guy

That is to cute - my boys would love them... My boys would love to have any type of farm animal to tell you the truth.. It would make wanting to go home all that more fun for the kids...:grouphug:

Good Bye to Kelly --- It was funny last night when David Foster asked Botcelli what color Kelly's hair was and of course the winning answer Blond.. Now was that a wild guess or what???

My heart goes out to you. I cannot say that I had the burning so intense with my heartburn but it has gotten alot better with the Nexium. I pray that you get the answer and that you will not have to lose your band...{{{{HUGS}}}

Hi there - Hope you are having a wonderful time where ever you are.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY:)

I feel way better already.. Just gettin my feet wet... I wish you all the happiness in this world... 20 huh - yeah I remember the days.. Oh better get back to work...

I am so Sorry Dawn - My sincere condolances...

Hey ya all.. Just got back.. Well it neither went real bad, but nor did it go good. We get another Hearing in May. The good part is the pro active stance I took sending his Lawyer a letter in regards to child support came in handy. When the Judge asked his side about child support they Lawyer said that was not figured out. I said NO that is not correct and it is figured out and I did send you the figures. So the Judge stopped what he was doing and looked at the Lawyer and said "Your Client better start paying something cause he is getting behind" Oh you should have seen the look on the Lawyer's face. PRICELESS:devious My STBX did not watch his words and admitted he drank when he has the kids. Not anymore per ruling from the Judge -- NO Alcohol He gets to see them everyother weekend Sat and Sun but NO overnights.. He also gets to come by and pick up his tools and a truck box he has in the back yard. To tell you all the truth I really belive it is his Lawyer that is pushing him but I hope that when he starts coming by for the kids he will maybe say something and I will tell him lets talk and agree. Because the Lawyer I am going to get is going to eat and spit you out and I do not hate him not think he is a bad person I just want my kids to be safe and happy... Humm I will come back later.. on a good note I won a 1000.00 dollar shopping spree on line.. Now I can send something to those I owe a gift too...

Thank you all -- I love that song.. There is also this other song that I heard (Shout to Lord ???) day visiting my Friends Church and I tell you that day I heard it for the first time and cried I was so touched. Anyway the hearing was not bad but was not good. Everything I asked the Lord to handle he did as well as my LBT Family.

I voted for Chris all the way... But WTH was wrong with Paula?? She on medication???

Today I have my first Status Hearing for My Divorce -- I need all the support from My LBT family Right now.. I pray that every thing goes in my favor...

where was that found? In the tummy or esoph? Not very familer as you can tell..

Crystal ~ how are things going???

I ya all... Darcy thank for the idea ~ i am hoping to use that in case he fights for the house. I have the Realator dropping off the paper work tonight. I am hopeing, Praying, Stressing it goes good tomorrow. Betty - so sorry My prayers are with you Pretty Lady... Pat ~ if I was in your neck of the woods I would come work for you. I am die hard when it comes to taking off of work. I would sooner die at my desk than really have to go anywhere. Really I am hoping they do not cancel the hearing for tomorrow as much as I dread it I need Temp orders Set. I am thinking he might try to cancel because as sad as it is - his 20 Year old cousin hung him self in Wellington Co. That is about 45 minutes to the Northwest of us. The funeral has not been set or anything. I did leave a card with my STBXSIL for her Uncle from me and the kids. I cannot believe a young soul with so much life to live would do that but then again I know if happens. Anyway better get back to work I know I missed alot of you all .. be back later {{Donna}}}

What Happened that Made you quit?? I almost worked in consignment shop last year but the owner closed shop. I was always there every weekend.

It seemed the more I lost or his family noticed. They would always comment that he was gaining the weight I was losing. I would always tell him he looked fine to me. I am unconditional I did not care if he was rounder or more rounder. But I guess he did! He would do everything to sabatoge me or if I could not join him in eating out he would go by himself. As the year went on 2005 I was left more alone - at first he would take the boys while I went on errands - then it got to the point he would not even take them but push for me to take them. I would always tell him " If someone is going to cheat believe me they will do it with or with out the kids" (We even talked about something like that happening. I always said I would wait till a divorce was over to persue a relationship with someone else). I guess that was his way of showing me that he was unhappy when in the begining he supported me. Slowly issues came up that had always been there but this time they were more extreme. No matter how much I talked to him and told him my feelings he became more reserved and would go out of his way to confrontational. Not physical but more standing his ground even when he knew his was wrong. I do recall one day he said I had changed, I asked him how so and he just said I was different and would not comment. I Love him to this day but it is not the love that makes a marriage work and I wish him all the best but I could not settle for someone that felt insecure about themselves and pushing their feelings on to me.. This is the first time I have really expressed a part of my life that I refused to deal with but with Spring comes a new change. That is my way of thinking. I made a New Years resolution that I was not going to settle for the norm nor were my children going to suffer for their fathers change. I have no clue if he was having a mid lifes crisis or it was my weight. I decided I wanted more out of the life I have left and the man I married changed So I decided to End it. Don't get me wrong there were so many issues this is just one of them. I hope that anyone out there having issues - talk to your spouse and see if you all can return to the same path you once were on and not take the fork in the road. I really thought I would spend the rest of my life with this man but all things come to an end..

Hi everyone.. I would like to know who sent the rain/sleet/snow today??:suspicious: It is freezing Coooooooooooooooold.. We had a very good weekend again.. I have a NSV Are you Ready??? I learned how to use the lawnmower and weed eater.. I was going to hire someone to come and cut the lawn but one of my friends said I needed to learn and she was right. So Friday after picking up the boys my mom came over and showed me how to start it and by golly I did it my self. Even ran to the gas station to get gas when it was empty. I am so proud of myself - I have never mowed or used the mower in my life. On Sunday we stayed in cause I was being lazy. My 8yr old washed down the back patio and all the bikes.. I am so proud of him (as always) he is always willing to help me with anything or even show me how dad did it.. But of course Mom can find a better way to get it done. Other than that very nervous this week. I have been having bad nightmares and it all has to do with this status hearing coming up on Wednesday.. Please add me to you Prayer / white Light / Good Karma list... I hope everything goes good. I would love to see him agree on everything.. The only thing I am going to change it Custody. I was going to agree to joint when he was visiting the boys but since he has not seen them since March I want sole and he can still have visitation or Parenting time. Sherry ~ We Were Married 11 yrs in March - It really took alot out of me - The safety of my children depended on it.. Darcy - Would trying another type of medication Help you? Pat - Thank You.. Hangin in there ~ Maybe with time she will see that the situation is only going to get worse for her if she keeps acting up and will give in or up. Betty sound like you had a wonderful time.. Beanie - sounds like your restriction is kicking in to some degree.. A Faire - I cannot wait till the one at Larks Spur opens up.. I am so there with the boys... Cindy ~ My prayers with you and all the family {{{HUGS TO YOUR FIL}}}.. My Aunt from Tx just found out last week her Cancer is back. Kelly - I am there for you anytime {{{HUGS}}} Anne - enjoy your time.. Do you have a special plans??? Paula - don't tell me you are already swimming??? The pools around here do not open up till June.. See above why:faint: Patty - Sounds like you had quite an amazing time. I hope that if Dad ever takes the kids for an outing that I can take that time for me... and not stay home cleaning house or washing clothes. Eileen - if that choco bunny was in front of me I would have devoured it.. chocolate anything these days is fair game. I have to quit -- maybe by weeks end the craving will stop - or not.. Well I better get back to work.. Been to long since I did personals ~ Whew Sorry if I left anyone out... Take Care and Have a Happy Week...

Munchos Felizidades -- Happy Birthday

OK I seen it now. Oh I wish I was closer to Pueblo I would have you stay with me.. You should have came to see Johnell and you could have stayed here with me.. We now have an extra room... Anytime even if you change your mind and can get in with Johnell you have a place to stay...

OH MAN TRISH.. What did I miss -- WHY??? I am so so sorry...

That is great News Myra.. You can finally take a deep breath and relax...