I have the same fears! I get banded on 12/31 and the doctor's office faxed me over a lot of pre-op paperwork that included all of the risks. I have to say, I'm a little more than nervous. One of my biggest fears is being nauseaus. So far, the idea of getting my life back has won out over the fear of the unknown. I wish lots of luck with your journey. Keep us posted on your progress.