kjonackhuc

Hi Everyone:
 
I hope this message will not encourgage anyone on how i feel. Just needed some support. Been banded since 12/16/11, almost a year has gone by. My weight lost was from 240 to 163. Now since them i have been depressed on what to eat. Its really hard for me to see someone eating a hamburger with a bun! Potatoes, squash, rich, eggs, green beans, broccoli and yorgurt are so hard for me to eat. It doesn't matter how i eat them or cut them, they just don't feel good. I had to change doctor due to moving from another state. I now weight 180 and i don't understand how i gained weight. It don't seem like i eat anything. I have been having a couple glasses of Bailey's Irish Cream! Can you believe i can drink this!
 
There are a lost of days i ask myself why did i do this! Please give me some suggestions.
 
Thanks,
 
Kelly

im a grandma this is why i did lapband tobeable to run and play i have a baby granddaughter born nov 4

I joined awhile back as I prepared for my surgery scheduled for 10/30.
But my insurance company, put gastric surgeries at my hospital on hold for accredidation to be decided. I love the idea of wanting the hospital to be top notch, but if they are ok to other companys, then why not them.
 
I began my classes, nutritionist meetings, surgeon meetings, counselor meetings in August.
Began and finished my pre op testing in September.
 
So Oct 30, came and went, I continue to read posts and learn lots and "meet" the coolest people.
But I just don't feel like I belong. I have no advise or experiences to share.
 
The insurance company is suppose to decide by Friday, but I am in a funk and don't feel hopeful.
So what have I done since the 30th, gain 5 lbs.
 
I've learned about stucks, but I have a different kind of lump in my throat. : (