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Okay, take or leave what I say but: I was SHOCKED when I read that. That's the kind of crap you say around your low-class guy friends when you're obliterated in some dive bar in po-dunk town, US. Maybe you should rethink this... What an arrogant, self-righteous ass. Seriously. Any guy who says that should get a backhand and swift kick in the rear. On the top of reciprocation, the guy should have no problem returning the favor. Plus, what's the worst that could happen? He gets a bit more skilled? God forbid. *pun sort of intended* ha.

Three cheers for LBT. Seriously, I would go nuts without you. haha.

Thanks, guys. Today was a bit better. I'm feeling in a bit of better spirits. I'm just really stressed out about finals, too, I think. Arg.

By the way, Missy0224 is my hero. Everyone should have someone they can talk to when they're having one of those days.

Note to self: Post when drunk in this thread.

Everything in moderation.

I feel the overwhelming urge to get out of Tucson and go up to phoenix for Saturday. If you're free, post up!

One of you lovely people has to conveniently live in Tucson so you can make me go to the gym on a more regular basis, right???? I'm going to go crazy. I'm losing it. I need a swift kick in the butt or something, but this going to the gym alone thing is getting very old.

Who is/was in them and how do/did you like them????

I suck at this weight loss thing. I've only lost 40lbs in 6 months. Gay. Granted, I may have gained a bit of muscle, but not THAT much. Again, gay. Arg.

Two pre-surgery: Within the last two weeks: I'm getting kind of annoyed at the fact that I'm losing weight so slow, but it is coming off. Arg. Sorry about the huge pictures! Enjoy!

I'm sorry, Leona. I guess these guys just don't know what they're missing out on. I'm starting to hate dating. lol.

Damn hypocrites. I hate those people...

Ok, one more thing. I think we should burn this stuff in people's brains because obviously modern mothers and fathers seem to have missed the memo: How come it is that parents are incapable of instilling decent values in to the heads of kids these days? This is from Hamlet, a play written by William Shakespeare almost 500 years ago. What the hell. Some parents are retards. Yet here, Laertes! Aboard, aboard for shame! The wind sits in the shoulder of your sail, And you are stay'd for. There ... my blessing with thee! And these few precepts in thy memory Look thou character. Give thy thoughts no tongue, Nor any unproportion'd thought his act. Be thou familiar, but by no means vulgar. Those friends thou hast, and their adoption tried, Grapple them to thy soul with hoops of steel; But do not dull thy palm with entertainment Of each new-hatch'd, unfledg’d comrade. Beware Of entrance to a quarrel but, being in, Bear't that th' opposed may beware of thee. Give every man thy ear, but few thy voice; Take each man's censure, but reserve thy judgement. Costly thy habit as thy purse can buy, But not express'd in fancy; rich, not gaudy; For the apparel oft proclaims the man; And they in France of the best rank and station Are of a most select and generous chief in that. Neither a borrower, nor a lender be; For loan oft loses both itself and friend, And borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry. This above all: to thine own self be true, And it must follow, as the night the day, Thou canst not then be false to any man Farewell; my blessing season this in thee! If you need help decoding this, let me know and I'll break it down a bit more.

I really don't think I ask for much from people. Seriously, how hard is it to not do anything mind-numbingly stupid? I still think that we should have age incremented IQ tests. If you're not on an upward trend you are put on a deserted island in the middle of nowhere. They would have the natural resources to stay alive, but if they couldn't cut it, too freaking bad. Oh and if I hear one more person say, I hate myself or that life isn't fair, I'm going to castrate someone. Life sucks. Deal with it.

I used to take protein after my workout, but now that I'm in more of a weight loss kind of mode, should I be drinking a recovery protein shake after I work out? What do you do? What should I do? Why?

I would be a third generation Sigma Alpha Epsilon...I want it!

Finally! Someone says it! I don't care how big or small you are, if you are hot, you are hot. Oh, and the remark about men only wanting sex and not love, speak for yourself, lady. lol.

...because they've been so supportive, but for some reason, right now I feel very bitter. I know that deep down, I couldn't ever truly feel this way because it's all on me. I see the rest of my family and what they've accomplished and I couldn't be more envious. Most of my family were in prestigious greek houses. All either graduated with honors or are on their way. My dad is an ivy league grad who is a doctor. No matter what I do, I can't get out of the shadow of my dad. Not that I wouldn't want to follow in his footsteps, but I just don't like being compared to him. I hate when people look at me and then look at my family and then say, "What the hell happened to John?", which I get ALL OF THE TIME by my dad's friends. I am SO ANGRY at myself for making the choices that I have. I want to be a leader. I want to be attractive. I want to be able to carry a room with conversation. I want to be that person that people come to when they have an issue with something. I'm so tired of being single. I want to be able to approach a woman I don't know and spark up an interesting conversation and have them want to go out with me. I'm so tired of driving these crappy loud japanese cars that are for 16 year olds. I need a newer BMW. Why didn't I just buckle down during high school and get my stuff done. I could have gone to U of A straight out of high school. I wanted to get into SAE like my dad. Yes, I know. I'm vain and materialistic, but I feel like I'm giving some people the wrong impression of who I really feel like I am inside. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I apologize. I'm just having a very "dammit" kind of day. I hate feeling this way. I feel demoralized. It's not like I'm not taking steps to remedy the situation, but I still just...ugh. I feel like crying and I never cry. I should not feel this way.

<3 Ferrari Is it Ducati that's made by Ferrari or who is it?

It has the potential to be pretty disastrous, but I wouldn't worry about it until it happens.

I'll keep that in mind! I occasionally go out to Boston. 6 hours or so away, though.

I've been to Mexico and all around jamaica. Neither country is wealthy or even average. Make no mistake, I realize that I'm lucky for being born in this country and having the opportunity to live comfortably. Also, though, don't get the idea that I live in my parents' house and they buy me everything. I have worked for everything I own. I live on my own and pay my own bills and have for quite a while. I work full time and go to school full time. I have very little time for myself, but that's the way I like it. I'm willing to work the extra hours to have nice things. I don't believe that people should be given things that they don't deserve. If you or anyone else thinks it makes me a bad person because of my personal preference to work harder for the finer things, I welcome you to have your own opinion and I will hold nothing against you. I just expect the same consideration in return.

I wish I had time to go every day...stupid chemistry test...grrrrrr. lol. I do three days a week!!!!

You know, it just bothers me. In my humble opinion, only the strong survive. If some retard wants to do something stupid enough to get them killed, whether intentional or not, let them do it. Who cares. The world was better off without them anyway. Think I'm a heartless a-hole? Fine. It's my .02