I think your nuts. I am 5'1. 202 lbs at aBMI of 38. I thought I was nuts for contemplating the surgery. I don't feel as heavy as I look..I have a father who is 65 and weighs closer to 400lbs. He has heart disease, diabetics, psoriasis, neuropathy and sleep apnea. He is afraid do do anything bc he lost 2 friend to complications with gastric bypass. I don't want to be where he is nor do I want to have complications to surgery.