Jeppy

Hi Guys, I'm looking for support, a little confidence boost. The last year has been kind of rough. When I began my journey. I weighed 390 pounds (I've attached a picture) and my goal at the time of surgery was to get down to 150. I'm now at, consistently, 170-180 and I CANNOT, no matter what I do, get anywhere lower. I am the same weight now as I was this time last year. I'm happy with how I look. I went from a size 30 to a size 12. I can shop in every store at the mall. I exercise a lot and am healthy and active, but I still feel like a big failure because I can't, and didn't, reach that 150. I want to stop being so hard on myself, but every time I get on the scale, I feel miserable... Thanks in advance for the encouragement, Jess

Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!!! This was a boost that I really needed. Gigi, right now another fill would be too tight. That's part of my problem. I'm all filled up. Anything more and I end up going back in the next day unable to get water down. I just need to be happy with what I've accomplished thus far and enjoy it; I'll prob never get down to 150 and that's okay. Maddy, to answer your question, I'm 5'3 so being 170, with extra skin and all that jazz, makes me look average, which I'm happy with. I'll never be skinny (skinny was never my goal).