So I am getting excited to start this new chapter I will be going in to start my 4 month program on August 14th. But as I am very excited I am also very nervouse. I think I feel the same way I did when I had my 2 children which was excited, nervous terrified and a whole bunch of emotions all put into one. I am scared about the excess skin that I could have, I am scared about the hair loss that I hear about, I am also kind of sad about not being able to drink a big glass of water, i'm sure that there are more things that I am scared and nervous about but I will write them down later. Also I am nervous about people finding out that I had to have WLS to lose the weight. I realize that these are all fears that are not that big of a deal but this is what I think about. I have never been small either so I am not sure what it will be like to not have this weight on me. I am so happy that I have made it to this point and made the decision do the the gastric sleeve because I have dieted for so long and have had no results.