Raven21

I just want to be healthy and be able to do what normal people do.  I want to stop being so disgusted with myself  because I can't  seem to be able to do it on my own.  I feel like I should be strong enough to do this without help, but I'm not.  I admit that now and will I do whatever it takes to make this work long term.

I just need a chance.  I am committed to this because I feel like there are no other options I haven't already tried.  I HAVE to follow the plan and make this work.  It's my last shot at the life I want.