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Tracy - It sounds like you're being strong for you and Robby throughout all this. And it also sounds like you've made up your mind about things being done with Charles? Whatever the case may be or whatever the outcome is I am thankful that you are staying positive and strong. We love you and are here for you... Suzie - it sounds like you have alot on your plate too Suze. I hope that you find some resolution to everything going on with your family right now... Laura - he is too cute! I can't believe he's only 3m old. He's gotten so big already! Pam! How exciting for your face! Can't wait to see pics! Jane - sending you a hug! Wish you were closer so we could visit... Judy - no sugar for me today but i'm like a crackhead going through withdrawls. Everything looks like candy to me right now! The little smileys look like m&m's.... The bridal show on Sunday was so much fun. The bridal stores didn't have samples that you could try on this year but I did make two appts to go and try some on at the end of August. I can't believe we are in August already!

tracyks - i'm so glad you are speaking to a counselor about this. it always help. love for you and robby.... pamela - let me know how that movie is. i love scary movies but not goory ones and that one just looks suspenceful judy - your shiskabobs looked awesome! i miss grilling outside and we probably wont be using our patio until late sept or october. our grilling season is from sept until late jan. then again from march until end of may. we stay indoors june july and august, lol. jane - i cant wait to see that funny pic, lol I'm starting to feel a bit under the weather. Kinda like a cold? Runny nose, sneezing, coughing, sore throat. I hope I get better quick because i've got such a full weekend.. It's Friday but I feel like it's already Monday and my weekend is over because it's gonna be so hectic. I hate when I feel like that, LOL....

I need to go to walmart tonight. I'm out of so many things for my bathroom... Oh and my drain in my shower has been sooo slow so I need to go buy some draino.

I think TracyKS read all the books. I read one through 4 but didn't finish 4. Now everyone is telling me to get through it because it gets better. You'll love love love 1 and 2. I did!

I'm off to find something to eat. I'm not really hungry but I need to get out of this office before I go crazy! I might run over to the mall and walk around for awhile. Bye!

I hate being at work!!! Everyone else is off having a grand ol time and here I am. Working or hardly working actually. I'm doing something so so boring today. I keep coming on here to talk to ya'll but everyone is about and about during the summer months... My nails look so bad I need to go get my manicure done...

In the midst of all this wedding planning my car is beginning to give me trouble. UGH. I cannot be without a car. Not here where we live... It's been in and out of the shop but luckily it's still under warranty so not costing us anything but just the trouble of having to arrange to go drop it off and to have someone drop me off at work and then pick me up and so on and so forth. And then not to even mention the three times it's left me stranded! That cannot keep happening. I'm trying to convince Juan that we should trade it in for a new car. He said we would talk about it Saturday... we will see...

i so totally suck at computers...

I'm trying this again. This pic is just the first thing I grabbed when I logged onto Yahoo...

Kat - those are orchids in the tall vase. And no, that's not really what I want. I just grabbed the first pic off the site so I could test to see if I could do it. I'm gonna keep looking to see if I can find what I like... We took our FOCCUS test yesterday at church and did fantasticlly (sp?). Night and day compared to the first time around. Now we make an appointment with a marriage counselor and then begin meeting with the priest. Hopefully after I meet with the counselor I will be able to confirm the date. For now they will not let you even ask to see if the date you want is available!

Tracy - I'm so so sorry for what you are going through. Please stay strong for you and Robbie. I'm assuming from your post that you finally got fed up and asked him to leave? If everyone in your family is behind you on your decision then it means that they see the problems too. I would take that into consideration. I love you very much and pray for the best for you.

okay, laura, what am i doing wrong? I'm trying to imbed the picture in the post.

trying to see if this works...

tracy - how many weeks worth did he give you? how much did you lose on them? did they give you more energy? Judy - sounds like it was heartbreaking. Laura - were these people overweight??

ha ha, you're welcome pam. Today we are taking the FOCCUS test so wish us luck on that. Then we are meeting with a photographer that comes highly recommended. This weekend we are going to the bridal show that's here in town. I'm gonna get ideas for floral arragements, cakes, linens and other stuff. This time around we are doing everything ourselves so it's a bit more stressfull, LOL. I think I'm getting sick. Like the flu? I woke up with a sore throat, body aches, slightly feverish. Yuck. I don't want to be sick!

pam - it's changa jane - things are not better. we are kinda in a standoff? I'm not talking to her and she's not talking to me. tracyk - are you still taking the adipax that the doctor gave you? im assuming that they didn't work to suppress your appetite? I was gonna go ask my GP for some but not if you don't think they work. I need some crack...

YUM, I love beef wellington and have only had it good at one place too. Just found out I have to come into work on Saturday for a training seminar. Get this, we are getting trained how to use facebook and twitter. HA HA HA HA. what a joke!

laura - that sounds yum! i've never tried those frozen meatballs before. do they taste frozeny? tracy - do your blisters hurt? do you have any idea how you get them? that sucks to have them come back again and again... We are getting new baseboards installed at the house so my house is topsy turvy right now... Hate that. My garage is such a mess and the guys need to work in there so we are gonna go home tonight and clean it out. I have so much stuff in there that I keep holding for a garage sale in the future but it's so darn hot that I can't see myself doing anything outside in the next few months. I think I'm going to donate everything to the church yard sale... I just want everything GONE. I got into a huge fight with my middle sister yesterday. Ugh, I'm still so sore about it. I'm so freaking sensitive and I hate that about myself...

ohhh, Kat, that would cook my goat if Juan was out helping when I took an extra day off for him. I've learned to deal with it better, because, thanks to you, I always remember that that is one of the reasons I love him so so much. But still. It bothers me way more than it should... But now instead of fighting about it he now comes home and apologizes and does something extra sweet for me and I forgive him. It used to be WWIII though...

Tracy! That sucks. I'm so sorry for what you're going through. I agree with Pam. Get thee to someone who is unbiased. It worked tremendously for me and Juan. For some reason it works when someone other than your spouse is telling you what kinds of things you are doing to hurt the relationship. I think that things between couples get so so tense that you no longer hear what the other person has to say or is asking for. That's my 2 cents...

Jane - I'm like you, get attached oh so easily, LOL. Thanks for the good juju for this week. In LOVE and in FOOD and in MOTIVATION! For these three things I will set mini goals for this week. For LOVE I will tell my loved ones that I love them at least once a day. I don't say it often enough to my sisters or to juan's brothers... For MOTIVATION I will try to MOVE for at least 30 min a day once I get home from work. And not just from one couch to another, LOL... For FOOD, I will resolve to not eat sweets this week. One whole week of no ice cream or cookies or popsicles or cake or nothing. Oh and nothing fried. Not one fried thing in my mouth. I printed these things out to myself and stuck them on my wall next to my computer at work. I will make similar ones and stick them on the fridge at home. I've gotta get his under control!!

Jenn - You suck because you ate a WHOLE SALAD? OMG, no you didn't. A WHOLE SALAD? if you suck because you ate a whole salad what kind of person am I because I ate TWO WHOLE ENCHILADAS? I must be the scum of the earth in your eyes.... I'm kidding but serious. NO more self bashing for you... Judy - we tried getting in the pool yesterday and it was like warm bath water. Yuck! We ran through the sprinklers instead, LOL. We are such children... Laura - too cute! that's too funny that you got up to check why he hadn't stirred! Just like a mama... I have his pic on my phone and when I miss him I flip it to his picture. Too cute... Tracy - I meant to get to the gym yesterday but was sidetracked by.... nothing actually. I did nothing and still didn't get to the gym, LOL. TracyKS - how's your foot? I saw that you had hurt it... How long you gotta be in that thing? It's still hot hot hot here. We still haven't decided what we are doing this weekend. We definetly want to head somewhere with water...

awww laura. it all sounds so wonderful. and i'm sure it'll continue to all sound just wonderful until i'm actually living it, LOL. I hope he just had an off night last night... And as far as the paci, just look on the bright side...you won't have to wean him off of it...

No luck on the bread, I'm gonna try WalMart on my way home tonight. I ended up eating a burrito from Taco Bell for lunch. Didn't even attempt the tortilla, didn't want to get stuck. Didn't find the jewelry cleaning machine I want... I gotta keep looking. Laura - what does a 3 month old have to be ANNOYED about, LOL. When he wakes up at 3am he needs to be held from there on out?? I've always wondered about that... Like does he let you rock him in the rocker while you snooze? I'm assuming that's a no or else you wouldn't be complaining about no sleep, LOL. Terry - yes, next time leave the kids at home with the dog, LOL. I'm so glad you had a great time. I'm sure your kids loved it and love you for taking them!

Laura, sorry you are having such a stressfull day. I hope it gets better... Joann! I see you! How you been?? PM me... I am still starving. I haven't had a chance to eat anything yet. I'm gonna run out to the store to see if they have that pita bread and then I'm gonna run to Bed Bath and Beyond to see if they have a jewelry cleaner thing. My ring has gotten so filthy! I can't keep running all the way to the jewelry store just to get it cleaned up. Be back later...