Daisalana

Last night for our 2 year anniversary, we went to a nice dinner at the Bridgestreet Mall, which is an outdoor mall.

We did have fun, and then sat at the lake (that runs through the mall) and watched drunk people on gondalas, and watched the sun set. I took some pics, I'll post when I get home. I HEAR A COUNTDOWN. Let me know when it's 100% official so I can book tickets. Oh, and let us know dates we're suppose to come for.

HAYDEE!! Don't show Juan the dresses, that is bad luck girl. Happy Birthday Michelle!!! We got our fancy cake last night, I had one small piece.. although that's no indication of tonight, I'm liable to eat the rest of it haha.. good thing it's a tiny 6" cake.

The all lace one is my fav, just have reservations about cap sleeves.

I think I still liked the one you posted before this one.

YouTube - Michael Jackson's Memorial: Al Sharpton Speaks If it wasn't for MJ, the white man wouldn't let black folks sing. Lot of the same ol', white man repressing them.

I don't care about the memorial really, but someone at work keeps IMing me saying how beautiful blah blah, so I turn it on just in time to see Jennifer Hudson sing that song from Free Willy.. that was cute, and then Al Sharpton. Oh please. I hate that man. That's like inviting the Westboro Church to a funeral. It's not about the memorial, it's about making an unnecessary statement and being a complete jerkoff. He always has to make everything about race. MJ transcended race, I can't imagine he'd want Sharpton there with all his venom.

BCBS still screwing me around. I have had to call at least once a week since MAY. Last week they said they had everything and would get it processed. Then dated July 1 I get a letter (a copy) of what they sent to my doc, needing EVEN MORE INFO!! Lab reports, medical history, physical, blah blah. So I call today going, how come every damn week it's something new. I pay ridiculous premiums for insurance and when I called in May to see if it was covered, I was told I needed an Rx and a medical form (which the lady sent me a packet of). Then it was something else, then something else, then more and more.. and now something else.. I was getting pissed off at the supervisor, I ended up hanging up on them.. all he kept saying is "I'm sorry ma'am". I'm sorry doesn't cover up for all the BS and run around they are doing. I hate insurance, I wish it was something I could go.. alright assholes, I'm swapping insurance since you can't seem to get it together.. but you can't.

I love the 2nd one too Haydee, but the cap sleeves.. I told you my thoughts on those. Make sure you try something like that on, and if it falls off... move on!! We altered mine and re-sewed them, used double sided tape, and they still couldn't stay up. LOVE the back of that one.

Love that first one Haydee, don't see the 2nd. But if you found them online, you can just copy & paste the URL into a message and we can click on it. I am a bad mommy, last night at about 1am he woke up; we were both up but I had JUST drifted off. So Russ got up to feed him. We closed the air vent because it gets freezing in there, but it makes a LOUD whistling that goes through the monitor, so I remember turning it down and planned to turn it back when he returned.. but then I fell asleep. Russ swears he heard it at 3am whistling on the monitor.. but in any event, at 8am I wake up and I realize I hadn't been woken up all night!! I look at the monitor, and it was turned all the way down. I felt so horrible as I ran to his room. I keep a teddy bear in the corner of his crib, almost 2ft from his head.. and when I went in there, he had scooted all the way up to it and had his face between the bear's legs. :) :frown: He's never moved like that before, so he must have been crying and kicking a lot last night. Bad mommy. I immediately picked him up (he was asleep) and got him a big bottle and took him to our room and was talking to him and trying to make MYSELF feel better apparently, he was still all giggles and coos.

Wellbutrin is one that has to build in your system for a few weeks before it works, so stick with it!

Judy, I used it probably 2x a day for 4 days the first week I got it, I never used the full dose since it takes so long to get that much black staining stuff in em lol. Half a dose was enough to make him content, just the first lick made him stop crying immediately. I mixed it in his bottles (probably 1/4th a dose) too before they swapped him to another formula that stopped making him hurt. Tell Kris to just try it next time Grady is having a crying spell where she can't get him happy.

I actually have 2 'emergency' xanax, haven't used them (I had 3) since I flew to a family reunion in Minnesota a few years ago. It made me SO sleepy and drowsy, I hated it. I hate the feeling it gives me, it doesn't calm me down it just feels like I took a handful of sleeping pills. That's why when I've flown since, I don't take anything. If I had valium I'd be ok for things like that. I guess the xanax is for if I get kidnapped, I'll try to grab it on the way out the door lol.

So 4th was weird, Leslie had a melt down, and I realized this was the first year in like 3 years she hasn't spent 4th of July in rehab. She ended up having like 4 xanax and 2 wine coolers (that caused a fight between my parents, some reason my dad said she could have em..) anyway.. and then drove home upset and crazy.. and hit my brother's car.. and drove off. She literally couldn't keep her head up. Sadly, I was indirectly involved in what pushed her over the edge, so I feel like shit but I had no idea I was part of it... anyway.. drama drama. Carson went swimming for a minute, check out my facebook I got great pics of him wasting away in Margaritaville lol. Then dad wanted to look at the pics I took, and I had some certain BATH pics on there (oh jeez), so he goes 'Is there anything on here I can't see?'--- a question routinely asked and I've always laughed and said "NO". This time I actually had to go 'Uh...' and he said "Oh no, I'm soiled!!" and ran off while I deleted pics off my camera. I need to empty my pics more often.. ahem. Everyone loved the sopapilla, mom ate it till she literally got sick. My granny... :smile2: She has a mother's ring her mom gave her (it was hers originally). So as a kid I loved it, granny said when she passes I could have it (when I was a kid she told me this). So on my 18th b'day she says "I was going to give it to you, but..." Then on my 21st birthday and my wedding, she said the same thing. Somehow it got brought up today and she looked like she was going to cry. She said she wanted to give it to me past Thanksgiving since I was pregnant, and she went to get it; and it's GONE. She said she must have misplaced it, and she's looked everywhere and can not find it. She planned on leaving a note when she was gone saying sorry, if I find it it's mine. This really upsets me, probably more than it should.. just because I love my granny so much and I always knew one day I'd have this ring that was special to her, and to her mom (which I didn't know, but hear great things about). I know it's just a ring, but.. ah, I dunno, I always looked forward to having that ring one day for what it represented. She said her mom gave her a pretty cameo ring too, so she said she'll give me that.. but it's not about having 'a ring', it was the mother's ring.. blah blah, anyway. Hope you all had a good 4th, Jane I'll try to write up instructions on how to clean your computer tomorrow. Tracy she is too cute!!

Judy/Jane/Suzanne: Today I washed,folded and put away all the clothes you guys gave me. So I got to really look at each one, OMG so cute!!!! Thank you guys again, I doubt I will have to buy clothes now for a while.. woohoo!

I've had 3 fills since having my baby, and still feel no restriction (SIGH). I go back again this month. I'm scared/sad/whatever.

Boy In The Striped Pajamas is horrible :eek:

Hey Jen, Def Leppard was my first concert ever when I was 8! I still love their music. And Cheap Trick, we just finished doing their stuff for this upcoming concert. Thought it was last weekend, must be this weekend! Have fun!!!

Oh & Judy I fed-exed the Colic Calm to you today for Kris. Like I said, it won't hurt to try and they love it.. it's like candy. That being said, it is PITCH BLACK like ink, so keep lots of paper towels or something you don't like around to catch any run-off. My only qualm about the stuff. I just have a onesie he spit it up on originally and use that as a rag (it does stain.) We went through one bottle, and I bought 3 more bottles.. by time they got here, we didn't need it anymore. I have 2 bottles left over, if she decides she likes it, let me know (it's not cheap, so I hate having to just throw them out). It says it cures hiccups too, though I never went through the trouble of the black mess just for hiccups.

Carson has his first cold. Just when we had him sleeping good and bragging about it lol. He's been up all night upset about his nose.. poor guy. I went and bought Little Noses, I called the doc and asked if there's anything I can do.. he said just use saline and the aspirator. Russ had him since we got off work, I was so exhausted, I slept from 6-9.. then at 9 Russ was goin crazy, changes crying Carson next to me on the bed; I guess a HINT HINT get up and help me lol. So I got up, aspirated his nose a little (they haaaaate that) and as soon as I put a bottle in his mouth he just went limp and passed out. Just needed momma's touch. So he's been asleep ever since. Also went and bought the stuff for sopapilla (sp).. that's going to be my contribution for the July 4th cookout!

I hate to hear you guys are having problems, I've never had problems with flying & the band, but I've *rarely* heard people mention it :redface: Hope you all get back to better.. hell, maybe I need to just fly to get my band to work again.. DLing some songs on Itunes, forgot how much I liked MJ's music.

Gale Storm from My Little Margie (1950's) and Fred Trevalena (comedian).

I only know Maden from Gypsy.. if you want to get into it, some other old lady famous from the 50's died the other day and some comedian (I had never heard of, but apparently is popular) also died 2 days ago. So it's hard to decide what to consider in the rule of 3. Haydee do you have the dates already? Also, maybe you had a kink, airbubble, or just the fluid sitting in the tube.. and from flying it finally moved up into the band and tightened it a little.

Absolutely dead on ..and hilarious .. and sad.

I told you guys Russ said his forums, it's the joke "MJ is dead??", and I noticed all over the internet that's the running joke with everyone. Those kinds of things about society fascinate me.