Hi Ashley. Now that you know there is a problem and know you no longer want to be hurting,thats your first step. Its hard being young and overweight or morbidly obese as they say. I was there. I had the lapband because it was the best for me because it is reversible and I am in control of my tool.I have had success so far. Research is essential and believe me if you want it,there will be a way for you. Dont let your past keep you stuck, you have your whole life ahead of you...much luck