nolongerafraid

I was banded 2 years ago. 207 first appt, 197 day of surgery and today I weight 175. My all time low is 170. Every time I get there, it's crazy, but I get scared. Why am I afraid to be healthy? Thin? Does anyone out there know how I feel? I feel my banding is perfect, I choose easy slide foods and overeat at night. I have purposefully chosen to be very private about this so I have inadvertently created a lonely place for myself. My few friends who know try to be supportive. I fin...