Stay Positive

Went back to my surgeon for the first time in 5 years last month!!! He was surprised to see me back at long last. Just had a long talk - very pleasant & helpful. Then I had a refill!! Had to get back there the next dat to be unfilled as cld not even keep water down all night - projectile vomiting it...felt like it anyway!! Now I am just trying to work out if this is still too tight as can not eat more than three mouth-fulls of anything!!! Trying to re-educate myself how to chew & chew & chew & chew..slowly! Absolutely horrifying going out to a dinner party now!